.tingting's story.

MY NEW BLOG WEBSITE!

2009-08-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Link me!!!
BOOKMARK ME!!!!
Or whatever!
Haha.
Finally I have stepped out of blogger and into WORDPRESS.
I am sorry blogspot! =[
It is due to consecutive failures of posting a proper post.
No photos could be uploaded here too.
I had enough of this nonsense.
By the way,
this concludes as my last post in blogspot.
Sad but no choice =[

SO,
PEEPS!
Follow me to.......
http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/
This is my new link. =]
Trying to cope with my new blog.
Anyway,
no worries.
I had imported all my previous posts into wordpress. =)
Once again.
FOLLOW ME AND LINK ME BACK AGAIN!!!

http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/
http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/
http://amourparfume.wordpress.com/

I will see you peeps there! =]

Update.. UP! =]

2009-08-08T16:19:00.001+08:00

Oh!!
I love UP! =]
Last night I went to watch UP 3D with my sister till 1 plus am.
Totally a MUST SEE movie for me.
I love the storyline and the graphic.
Very cool.
Haha.

Too bad.
Blogger is still having some problems with the posting section I guess.
Long weekend again.
Happy Birthday Singapore in advance!
44th Birthday.
That's nice =]

Oh ya.
Peeps,
thanks for the concern for all these while.
I am a lot better now.
I am slowly adapting to the way I am now.
I feel much happier and not that heavy hearted anymore.
Hope that things will be much more better in the future!!!
Haha!

ALL PRESENTATIONS DOWN!!
Super Duper happy.
No debarment for me this semester!
So I am left with my final major exams and the remaining attachment.
I shall do it with grace and not to take any more Medical Leave.
If not I am sure that my Clinal Instructor will chase after me and kill me! =X
I am known as the MC Queen.
Gosh I also cannot tahan myself. -_-|||
How weak I am.
Hehe.
So I will pray to God that I will have a healthy body to embrace these attachments.

Phew,
So I have 8 weeks of major holidays afterall.
I hope I can fully utilise it to the max!
GYM!
HOHO.
Great Idea.
Not to miss running on the stadium track too!!
So anyone who is interested too please contact me if you want to be my gym mates! =]

Oh,
I almost forgot something.
I thank you for trusting me this time.
I am really happy that you can believe me.
My faith and determination is high!
So no problem this time!
Weeeeeee. ^-^
Remember to take care of yourself.
You have such a weak immune system despite of your appearance. =[
I will pray hard for you that you will be super healthy and fine when you are in the army! =]
Take things naturally and follow your feelings too once in a while.
Don't always think so much even though it is difficult for you ok? =)

For now I really looking forward to the Operating Theatre posting!!!
I want to see some GORE ACTIONS LIVE! =X
Hoho.
I wonder how bad the operating rooom will fill with the smell of BLOOD.
Will I vomit or even faint when I see the scalpel knife slice through the flesh and reveal the organs inside?
Wow!!!
I want to experience it RIGHT NOW!
I am so curious about everything of it.
Gotta brush up my skills and the knowledge to prepare for the glory week. >_<~
It is so cool to be able to step into the OT to see operation live and have the chance to assist the doctor during the operations =]
I hope the doctors are friendly enough and will not attitude me when I assist them =(
Gosh so I do have some liking towards some areas of Nursing.
I am glad that I did not waste my 3 precious years.
I was thinking whether to appeal to go Raffles Hospital for my Final 3 months posting.
It would be nice if I can try the private hospital.
Who knows I may end up liking the private hospital setting instead and start working there?

Hoho.
Nothing is impossible.
I hope I will find some passion to certain part of the Nursing.
I want to be a good nurse too.
Just like the rest =]

And I hope I can upload pictures in my blog soon again!
How awful. =[
See you. =)

Outing with my dearest PER NER to ECP and Marina Barrage.

2009-08-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!
I had a great time with them last night.
One more week and Chubby will formally go to the University.
We Jewel will miss you very much! =]

How sad.
The blog problems has not been fixed yet.
So I gotta wait till I can upload our PER NER outing photos.

So look out for it ok? =]

Update again soon.

I am on a rollercoaster ride! =X

2009-07-29T11:36:00.004+08:00

Hey is this blog getting weirder???
I totally couldn't find the icons to change my font color and type.
How sad.

As what you can see about today's title,
Yeah.
I am on a rollercoaster ride.
Seriously my feelings are going up and down and up and down and so on very quickly.

Wow!
I am damn exhausted!

I feel so crazy,
how can I feel so happy and yet by the next minute I can feel damn gloomy and then extremely happy again? =X
But yesterday was truly a happy and sad day for me.

I PASSED MY SKILL TEST!!!
I got CVP Monitoring.
The easiest skill compared to the other 2 skills.
Congratulations to those who had passed this final skill test.
Great!
I feel so relaxed now.
No more re-test. =]

And regarding the sad thing...

I... feel so heavy again.
I can only let out a sigh.
I am getting messy again..
I always felt assured.
But the next day it was back to the old gloomy days again.
Am I having a dream?
A delusion?
Or I am just cheating myself again?

Yeah you peeps may just think that I am thinking too much and emo-ing again.
I guess but yeah.
I must not assume.

But neither should I find excuses to cover the blunt spot.
Hmm.
Maybe I shouldn't care so much about it after all.
I will just be myself.
Or else I will be suffocated to death by many things sooner or later.

Ok good..
Nothing can beat me.
I am all good =]
Yes.
After all,
this is what I have decided to do.
So I must carry on and walk down the path.
Jia you Liting.
I can tolerate it.
Persevere it.

I will update again.
See you.

I am a happy little girl. =X

2009-07-27T14:06:00.006+08:00

It have been such a long time since I was this happy. =]

Haha..

As for why am I this happy,

I shall not disclose it totally.

My bad. =]

Hello peeps.

Thanks for reading again and I would like to thank everyone for the concern about me.

Everything is so fresh and nice again.

Beautiful memories kept popping up in my mind.

It was such a nice and gay feeling that I almost forget how nice a person can feel. =]

I thank God for it.

Thank you.

Ohh finally I get to watch Ice Age 3 [3D] with him.

Aww love those baby dinosaurs!

worth watching it. =)

He was kind enough to watch it with me even though he have already watched it with his friends.

Silly boy.

I thank you for accompanying me yesterday.

I am really enjoying it.

Even though it was a little awkward for me initially.

hoho=X

I am really happy that you love my prezzies!!.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU AGAIN.

Ah sorry,

everything was prepared the very last minute.

Because everything just happened so quickly within a matter of few days.

So forgive me if there is any shortcomings.

Love the clay smell hor =X

I couldn't really take it.

haha.

And for the fragrance I am super relieved that you like it.

I was super worried as i feel it was super duper risky to buy fragrance for people without knowing whether they will love such smell or not in guy point's of view.

LUCKY!

I hope that you are not saying it in order to comfort me when the fact is that you are not really keen to use it at all =[

*Cross fingers >~<

Another presentation down this morning.

Great.

I am still left with 2 presentations and a final skill test!

And off to the final semester exam!

Wow,

left one more month to go.

Well,

I am happy that everything was kinda right on track again.

Gosh..

It took me so long to be alright again.

Neyo-Part of the list

It describe my feeling for him now.

Here are the lyrics.

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

This is my favourite song for now.

I kept repeating it.

The lyrics feel so true to me.

and it sounds so soothing.

Love it. ^-^

Oh it's time to say goodbye again.

But no worries I will update soon tomorrow regarding my skills results =]

Bless me and you.

2009-07-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.

Today is a very lonely day for me.

I feel so left out.

Because I am no longer part of his family.

While he is happy celebrating I am at home alone.

Today is so different from the past years.

Things keep changing and changing.

I wonder whether the things that I do is irritating or redundant not.

My existence seems to be disappearing slowly into thin air although I made some efforts.

Well well,

I am not that important person afterall.

Never mind.

I shall see how it goes.

Patience is the virtue.

Jia you ting.

Nothing will beat you down. =]

I just do what's the best that I can.

I will update soon again.

The ME.

2009-07-22T19:04:00.005+08:00

Can you feel my sadness?

Old school feel.

Scary doll. =X

Paint me!

Shine me with your light.

Silence

Hello peeps.

I am here again to upload my unpublished photos =]

And by the way,

I will not go to clubs anymore so the existing clubbing photos from the previous post is taken off from my blog to prove my determination!

Haha.

I do wonder how many people are happy and sad about my decision.

I am all set.

Addie Baby told me that I am not cut out for clubbing.

Because she knew my pattern cannot control much.

I guess she is right,

So I must not go again.

I feel like I am "possessed".

I always feel so excited when I go clubbing,

but it ain't that fun at all!?

But I couldn't stop and party like crazy.

I am happy that such urges had died down now.

No more mistake.

Hmm,

I am in dilemma now.

What should I do?

I am totally looking forward to this Sunday. =X

Hee.

I am not going to tell you why..

>_<

Haha.

But I guess I need to do something about it.

Update again..

See you.

If we are meant to be, we will be.

2009-07-22T11:51:00.007+08:00

*Happy*

*Solemn*

Oh yeah! Finally I know how to tackle this weird bug.

I have managed to find all those missing icons. [Though it's hidden]

So now I can blog to my heart's content. =]

It had been such a long time that I would sat down and blog seriously.

Many many things and events had happened to me during these 3 months.

I experienced emotions cocktail.

It was truly not a good 3 months for me.

Sad.

Angry.

Happy.

Frustrated.

Lonely.

Tired.

Irritated.

Hopeless.

Guilty.

Regretful.

What a wonderful formula for an emotions cocktail.

But well, I am glad to been through all these as it makes me feel more sensible and knowing what exactly that I wanted in Life.

I regretfully would like to apologise that things turned out to be like this.

I am at fault too.

I owed you too much.

You are really a Mr. Nice Guy.

[No inner meaning to it ok. =x]

Only that you met a Miss. Notti Girl.

If you remember what I told you that night.

Even though it is not a promise,

I feel it is way better than a promise.

I will prove it to you through time and action that

Liting.

Can also have the determination to change my shitty character and not to repeat my graving mistake again.

This shitty mistake had cost me such a high price to pay!

I will not allow it to destroy me again.

This may sound crappy to you again,

but I do learn my lesson for real.

I had lost many precious things just because of it and I wouldn't enjoy even if I do it again.

So,

I will persevere on. =]

Ok,

I think I need to plan a short term and long term goals for my battle plan.

Examples of short term goals:

Enriching my time and enjoy what I can.

Such as,

Going to the GYM!!!

Gosh!

How many precious gyming sessions have I missed.

AWW.

I wasted all my previous effort now that my stamina is poor again due to constantly being sick recently.

So angry.

Gotta restart again.

Well never mind,

I will go back to the school gym after my skill exam and skill theory test is over. =]

As for the long term goal,

Sorry peeps.

I would like to keep it a secret. =X

I think many people will laugh at me saying that I am a stupid idiot.

But well,

I do not mind because I am SELFISH too!

I am also a human.

I hope I can get what I wanted ultimately.

All I want is a simple life and someone who really love me can be by my side.

This is such a far fetch DREAM.

A dream that might not be fufilled.

Anyway,

This will be the post to keep me reminded and prevent me from side-tracking again.

I really need to have faith in what I am doing and planning right now.

I hope my energy for it will last.

I am a pessimistic person so I guess I would need to try extra harder to keep myself from thinking too much.

Just relaxed and go along with the flow,

and who knows what fruits of labour I will get at the end of the passage way. =]

If we are meant to be,

we will be.

When TIME & TRUST is to be found again,

I believe that may be the time we will be together again.

I thank God for answering my prayers and that it turned out to be better than I expected surprisingly.

Hope God will lead me to him and

God will bless you too for you are a good person.

But I do admited that you are a very SELFISH person.

But I forgive you for doing so.

Because I do understand from your point of view.

So faster change your childish perspective ok?

I wonder how long will you take. =[

Very long.

Good luck then.

And good luck to me too.

I believe in fate,

who ridiculously brought us together before.

You find it amusing too right?

It amused me while thinking back.

And sorry regarding about the Good/Best friend request that I made to you.

Maybe this is the only way to keep me on track and happy.

See.

I am SELFISH.

But you have nothing to lose. =X

How sad!

I lost the icons again.

I couldn't post new pictures of me till this posting problem is solved. =[

Never mind, I will still update my blog again soon.

See you.

What is wrong with blogger?

2009-07-21T21:10:00.004+08:00

Gosh!

I couldn't post as what I wanted.

I think there are bugs in the blogger or something inside have crashed!

DOT..

I DON"T EVEN KNOW WHAT I TYPING!!

I can only roughly see some parts of the post.

Sad, I was so eager to come back home to blog to my heart's content and then such things happened.

Sigh. =[

I guess I will have to wait another one fine day to blog nicely again.

Sorry peeps.

I will update again once the problem is fixed.. =[

Sick!

2009-06-30T15:04:00.002+08:00

HI PEEPS~!

I apologised for not blogging for so long.

I tried being a hardcore clubber last week and i ended up falling sick.

Gosh there are some problems uploading the pictures,

so You guys have to wait a bit longer for the photos. =]

Wednesday was a crazy night with Jq, Wz and Chub.

It was too crazy till they were scared of me.

Last week I was a REBEL/ZIRCA regular.

Ended up going there on Wed, Thurs and Sat.

Hardcore clubbing till I am down with flu-like symptoms.

Since Sun.

Those who club with me if you start to get unwell please do inform me too.

Finally went to see doc this morning.

Doc wants me to observe for 1 2 days,

If I still didn't improve then I guess I have to call 993 to ask ambulance to fetch me go hospital.

Hope it's a false alarm.

Haha.

My sore throat was very bad.

That's what the doc told me.

No wonder my throat hurt like hell. =[

People do wish me well ok.

I still have a lot of things to do and projects to rush.

I can't afford to fall.

How sad.

I gonna miss going out for awhile.

Shut Out Day.

2009-05-28T21:24:00.006+08:00

Today is a Shut Out Day for me.
Listen to EMO songs.
Totally enjoy it till I would like to share with everyone! =]

Occupy my mind with Sad Songs.

Love or Hate my iPhone? I wonder.

How about some cold, straight look?

There are 2 person in ME.
[Gosh I accidentally reflect on the puzzle! Feels like I am sadly looking upon it. Indeed.]

You are so FAR away from me.

Shut my World with my tiny hand.

In order to smile again.

Hence I will slowly shut my world till I wouldn't be hurt again.
For those who does not know what I am talking about,
the puzzle is given by him during our 1st year anniversary.
I mentioned it before in my old post.

Lily Allen- Littlest Things

2009-05-24T17:55:00.003+08:00

This song that is playing right now really fits me and him,
my mood and my emotions.
Enjoy.

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Excuses!!!

2009-05-24T16:51:00.002+08:00

WOW!
I am indeed so naive.
HAHA.
Everything are just excuses.
Soon, everything is going to be over.
I shall see what you have to say.
I finally realised it.

I think I am really a one big fool.
But,
the table has turned.
I ain't a FOOL anymore!!
Save it!
MR NICE GUY!!
TRY HARDER!
You are just buying yourself some time to make yourself looks nicer.
Yeah you can say I am assuming things.
Correct me then.
If not,
just save it.

HAH!
Sure I do already know the outcome.
After all I am NOT THAT important.
Enjoy all you want.
You will regret it for not choosing me instead of other factors sh**

Exercise! =]

2009-05-20T21:21:00.006+08:00

AH!
Finally I am determined enough to exercise in order to slim down.
I was afraid that my legs would become even bigger,
because my legs tends to swell after exercising or walking for long hours.

But now,
I wanted to give it a try again.
I was thinking that in the past I may be exercising for a short time only,
so there's maybe isn't sufficient time to burn my leg's fats. [Hope that it is not oedema]

Suddenly,
I feel the strong urge of going to the gym when I heard that Mich and Gaya are going today.
Somehow I feel that it will be good if I join them.

And guess what?
Straight away I went to the school arcade mall to buy sports shorts and a sport shoes carrier,
and immediately I cab home to change into my sport gears.
Everything happened so quickly!

HAHA.
I wanted to laugh at myself.
What am I doing?
I am being so implusive.
Will I regret?
But I am glad that I have done it. =]

It was fun!
Been such a looooooong time since i last exercised,
I feel so refreshing though tired.
My whole face flushed like mad!
It was so red that I laugh at myself.

It was worthwhile,
to train my stamina.
Seeing how good my friend's stamina makes me feel so encouraged,
so I have to make sure that this new flame will not die out that easily!

Hoho.
It was really difficult for me because I do admit that I am really lazy. =X
But I gonna work out on the average of 3 times per week.

Overdoing it is bad,
So for someone with such lousy stamina like me,
I guess this should do it.

Perhap God is helping me to change and this could make me feel stronger and healthy.
Greatly appreciated and I hope I will be a better person.
And maybe focusing on sliming down and training stamina could clear my mind and worries at the present. =]

I really do hope all this do works out fine for me.

Oh ya,
not to forget about the 200 sit up per day that I gonna catch up.
Been years since I do that.
Missing my flat and lined tummy.
Good luck to me. ^-^

And I will not be late for gym early in the morning 8.30am tomorrow.
I am feeling excited for the "NEW" me to be.
So!

Good night everybody!!!

Love~

2009-05-19T22:45:00.003+08:00

Gosh I love this picture!

Love is when you look into someone's eyes,

AND SEE everything you need.

I am waiting for mine. =[

Centre me. =X

2009-05-19T19:15:00.002+08:00

Hello all.

This is my centre me look. =X

How hilarious!

Been such a looooong time since I tried it.

Since I got nothing to do.

Lalalalala~

Comment if you want. =]

How awful to have the cold sore being so obvious on my lip.

sad =[

See!

Too stressed up already.

Hope that I will recover soon and take more pictures!!

And!!!!

I almost forgot,

I have passed both of my skill tests!!!

WOW.

How stressful,

my heart nearly pop out while waiting for my turn to be tested.

Gosh,

thankfully I prayed hard and it turned out well =]

A happy week for me I guessed.

Hehe.

And today's presentation also turned out to be good.

First presentation of the semester.

Ohh I was so nervous,

I was the one who did the opening.

Been such a long time since I last presented and the room was so quiet !!

All the best to me in the upcoming presentations! ^-^

Love you all,

Do come back for new posts.

Will update soon about my One Night Stand with Jac Darling!!!

Smooch.

4th Week Without Him

2009-05-13T22:06:00.004+08:00

Time really doesn't wait for anyone.

It's already the 4th week without him.

But my heart still has not change.

I did not waver.

I put this as a test for myself too,

whether my endurance or my love for him is that strong or not.

It surprises me.

I am still doing good,

and standing strong.

Even though you told me to forget your existence,

but I wouldn't.

I will persevere till I find a full stop.

As saying goes:

An ending marks a new beginning.

I will hold on to this to keep me strong.

Many people told me that I am silly to wait for someone as heartless like him,

who doesn't even make a call to me or even an sms.

But I would like to put faith on him and on our love.

I know he has his reason for standing strong for not contacting me,

But sometimes when people told me that he did not contact you because he had got over you.

This have shook me hard.

Because I feel like I am in a long, cold and dark tunnel,

searching for my light to exit to my fantasy world.

What a long journey,

I thought.

Where is the light of my life?

Where he will look at my face silently and stroke my hair while I was sleeping soundly.

I miss everything of him.

His hands,

where he will sometimes pat me to sleep.

His face,

where I will stroke with my hand,

His hair,

where I will gently brush with my fingers.

His eyes,

where I will secretly look upon while he was concentrating doing his things.

His back,

where I watch sliently and admiringly through all these years.

Massage him when he is feeling exhausted.

Hold him in my arms when he wants to be cuddled.

His voice is that I miss the most,

Saying things softly into my ears that had made me feel so happy and sweet.

I miss the times where I will lie on his bed looking into the sky through his room window.

Such calm and soothing feelings.

I will never forget..

Now dreaming of him is the only way that I can see him talk and move.

I feel so pathetic now.

Tears never seems to stop.

They come every now and then.

Everything reminds me of him.

Sometimes when I hear the engine of the bike,

I would thought that it might be him.

But it would never happen.

All these are my wishful thinkings.

Even though I am not supposed to wait and assume,

but I can't help it.

Facing everything alone can be so frightening and lonely.

My wish is to go back to Semba**** happily with him again.

Sis and Allen 9th year anniversary.

2009-05-11T16:58:00.009+08:00

Wonderful!

My sister and her boyfriend have been together for 9 years!

Oh! How envy.

I wish I could have a boyfriend who would love me that much too. =]

By the way the photos are not in order.

The end photos are actually the beginning shots.

Below this were the ending part photos instead.

I am lazy to organize.

I went with them as a light bulb photographer and my grandma went to accompany me.

Off to Fullerton Hotel !!!

Me, the photographer. (casual style taking)

Oh my hair was so long. =X

Sisters.

Desserts!

With flash on.

Grandma and sis.

Allen and Grandma.

Pasta section! Cook on the spot for you.

The buffet area. [Sorry, it was blur.]

Happy them. =]

Candid!

Desserts again. =]

I ask him to act out for me. Ahhh!

LOL! Those 2 love to act.

My turn! Yum!

Candid.

Sea coconut dessert.

ME ME

Grandma and me

Me again.

Buffet time!

Allen

Grandma

That's all!

Bye Bye.

My World Has Fallen...

2009-05-07T18:33:00.008+08:00

Crap.

My WORLD has fallen on me.

I don't know if this is a challenge for me to be better from God

Or is it that I am sabotaged by The Devil.

I am really going bonkers!!!

I feel so stress up now!

So tired.

While I thought everything seems to be better,

idiots things just happened to me.

My laptop just die on me for real this time,

I wonder is I stress or sick or too late then sleep,

I am not sure!

I got the COLD SORE on my mouth again.

I HATE IT!! AGAIN FOR THE THIRD TIME!!!

This shows that I am too worn out.

Why should I experience such things in such a crucial year?

I broke down again today.

Those dreams of him kept going on in my bloody mind every night.

It makes feel me more depressed that why should I get this kind of shit from him.

Heartless man that ruined me.

Yet I miss him so much that while consiously I am not thinking of him,

subconsiously I am thinking of him till like mad that I will dreamt of him.

Help me God.

My frail heart and mind are suffering.

I need miracles.

Shitty shit,

I got so many projects to do,

Now I still got to use my living room desktop.

All the files are gone..

Haiz.

What people said is true.

Once you start to get unlucky,

you will be so unlucky continuously!

I nearly exploded.

I couldn't contain my anger, frustrations and sadness.

Even my laptop has left me and giving troubles to me.

I am left with nothing.

Somehow I felt this way.

I broke down again.

I thought I wouldn't cry anymore,

as I don't have a feeling to cry these few days.

I've failed again.

I just want a simple life,

love by the one that I love.

Be happy,

Graduate,

either work or futher studies,

These goals and dreams seems so far from me.

Why can't the person love me back?

Love has faded.

Gosh,

what is that?

My mouth is gonna suffer for half a month or more!!!

I feel so sick and rotten.

Like a rotten apple that continue to rot and got forsaken.

Once a brightly colored red apple.

I feel so disappointed in so many things.

I can't even describe it.

I can only cry and laugh at myself.

that's all.

How powerless I am.

How useless I am.

Is his love for me is JUST so great?

How disppointing.

Unfortunate event that happened to us in Dempsey Hill =[

2009-05-05T21:47:00.013+08:00

Most of the post are extracted from Jac's blog.(Edited)
Lazy to type.
My apologies.
But the anger and the feelings are the same.
WA RAO!!!!
I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!!!

Sat The 4 of us went to Dempsey Hill.
Yeah!!
It's our favourite place!!! (Used to be)

We reached there about 9.30pm.
Settled ourselves finally!!!
Always crowded there.

Then, Jac went to order milkshake!!!
And I headed by to the seat with my ice mocha first.
Jac came back to her seat,
There was a old lady(Indian?)
wearing pink top.
She took Jac's seat.

Okay!
At first all of us was thinking that she is old and probably tired or smth.
So we didn't chase her away till Jac come back thought that she might surrender.

Then
Jac walked up to her,
"hmm, hi? sorry, this seat is taken."
Then GUESS WHAT??
This indian lady start screaming and asking her.
"Got your name?"
"No."
Then she continue sitting.

LOL?
All 4 of us STUNT!
Where got such uncivilized ppl!!!??!!
Already at 60 plus in age YET!
behave like 6.

Then again,
"Sorry, we had this table together with the seat long ago."
"Merely went to get smth plus my friends were right here."
Me and wt trying to explain for Jac....
"Tell me got your name?"
"Is free seating what."
"Don't have your name right? Then U ALL SHUT UP!"
WA RAO!!!
I wonder she goes to school?
Anybody taught her basic manner?
We just could believe our eyes and ears!
Then Chub cant take it alr.
He stood up for Jac.
And tell her to be more reasonable.
But she just ignore and seat there like some queen.
PUI!

Then we try our luck again.
Jac tapped on her shoulder as she was ignoring us, thinking she might have some hearing problem? We don knw?
Then again!!!
"HEY! U TOUCH ME I WANT TO SUE YOU!
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!"
ZZZ!!!

Totally cant take it anymore.
Then the 4 of us plus her start screaming!
And GUESS WHAT!!!
There aint a single staff there to make peace or help us.
For 15 mins like that can???!!!??
NONE!

Finally, a guy(the staff) walk forward and ask what happened.
Chub tell him what happened.
And obviously not us looking for trouble.
AND PLS!
We always visit and chill there.
Why would us do that?

Then as usual luh,
that lady keep scolding and screaming.
This time her husband walk over.
SO, she was a "BA EE SENG" wife.
That "BA EE SENG" scolded chub.
He can actually ask chub to talk like a proper man and look who chub is talking to.
A LADY!
WA RAO!!!
PLS LOH!

Then chub told him that this table and seat is taken.
Plus they were there all the while.
Nobody leave that table alone and empty.

GUESS WHAT THE HELL THIS BEN AND JERRY GUY SAID?
HE SCREAM AT US!!!
"HEY! LOOK! IF YOU WANT TO FIGHT GO OUT AND FIGHT!!"
LOL?
Double stunt!

Just because those "BA EE SENG" are rich?
So rich can be demanding luh?
Can sue ppl anyhow?
Can no law?
She is govt?
Can scream like a lion?

After this incident,
I realise, NO!
WE REALISE!
this world is so freaking practical.
MONEY TALKS!
MONEY WINS!

Jac have already lodge a complain to ben and jerry.
I am so going to tell all my friends about it.
We are seriously disappointed in ben and jerry.
So this is the best to peace thing out?
Just because we are younger?
And we are chinese?
We are singaporean?

No matter how educated you are but you are chinese and singaporean and poorer,
Still lose out in the sociatey.

And thanks for that.
Thanks that ben and jerry big guy.

After that he gave us a slice of cake.
HELLO?
IS LIKE WHAT's THE USE MAN?
The first move is a mistake alr!!!
what does that cake means?
TO WARN US NOT TO TELL PPL?
FORGET ABOUT IT?
Just because we are chinese, and this is the way to be treated?
DAMN.

Or isit because those "BA EE SENG" gave you problems and you could vent anger on us?
So this is life.

Chinese.
Sinagporean.
Poorer.

What's the point of having tourism management bla bla bla in polytechinics when us the SINAGPOREANs aint getting the same service as the tourists?

How disappointing.
TSK TSK TSK!

How sad! Such services is he providing us, If he could handle this more properly we wouldn't be smirked at by the old woman that that time, saying that we are the ones to shut up!

How irritating.
In our whole life we have never met such arrogant person before!
What an eye opener.
LOL.

After that we went to AMK forest Mac to have our supper.
This incident became our new Joke of the year!
Congrats old woman.

Update soon,
Meeting up again for steamboat tommorrow.
Love you all per ners =]

Nightmares!

2009-05-03T13:12:00.002+08:00

Recently,
I have began my nightmare routine.
Just like the past,
that hurtful past.
I will everyday dream of it,
and it is always a bad dream.
Now,
It has happened again.
Just that the lead had changed to another person..
Horrible..
I would woke up panting and panting.
Just like this morning.
How long will this nightmare season continue?
I feel so lonely and scared,
because there is no one to help me to chase off my nightmares anymore.

The day before yesterday I had reluctantly BAD someone in MSN
BAD=Blocked And Deleted
for those who don't know what am I talking about.
Well I am positive that the person also BAD me.
Leave me no choice.
A sorry to you.

Oh I will update soon about my meeting with my per ners.
Full of emotions!
Angry , Sad, Happy, Laughters. =]

So now gotta rush my 4 projects?
or even more?
Anyways,
tata~

Rainy Day

2009-04-26T14:49:00.003+08:00

ChikabaBoom!
That's how I describe the thunder.
Haha. I guess only him will understand this and laugh at me.

Today is a gloomy rainy Sunday.
The sky is so grey..
So me.

I didn't realised that actually we had made so many memories together.
When you lose him,
Then you get to realise those beautiful things.
Such precious memories.
I will treasure it deep down in my heart.

I told Wei Ting last night that I am confused also.
By the way,
I would like to thank you gal for accompanying me till sooooooooo late. =]
Well,
Am I really that confused?
No,
I don't think so.
YA,
I just realised I am still very firm!
HAHA.
I sounded so pathetic.

I gonna change.
No more mood swings and giving nonsense attitude.
All for the better!

Love is so hard to maintain.
Just like flying a kite.
If you pull too hard,
the string will snap.
If you pull too lightly,
the kite will fly away along with the wind.

If God will give us a chance again.
I will make sure that all these nonsense will never ever happen again.

But,
My trust..
For him...
Had also shattered.
Promises are really nothing.
It's so fragile.
Like love.

But I do believe..
If you add perseverance to the promise,
you can sure get to keep the promise.

I am happy there's one promise till now or even in the future that I will not break it.
I am sure that he knows what is it.

I really do wish
**** ** ** *** **** **** ******** ** **** ***** ** ***** ******* ******.

Fate 'O' Fate.
How mysterious you are.
You made me so excited,
you made me so sad.
You made me so eager,
and you made me so calm.
How wonderful you are.

I believe every meeting there's bound to have parting.
But there is parting so that there is to have a meeting again.

So I am not afraid of parting,
because I trust that there is a meeting again. =]
Whether of what we have become.

Life is so short.
I not going to crashed it again.

All the time I am thinking of what he is doing or where he is at.
Or whether is he thinking about me or not.
But the determination he had shown me is so great that,
my urges to know all this had creased.
Amazing.
Guess my determination became strong too.
Time will come.

I would like to thank all for your couraging advices.
I will be good.
Because I learnt it the first time.
So it came in handy for the second time now.
NO MORE THIRD TIME!

Oh ya.
I will pray for his dad to have a speedy recovery after his second operation on thursday.
I think he is in normal ward now.
May God bless you, Uncle.
Rest more ok.
Don't be so eager to get back to work.
Your body really do need a lot of rest after the major operation.
Take care.

It's a weekend!

2009-04-24T16:29:00.004+08:00

Oh finally it's friday!
So 5 days of school days are already over.
Time really doesn't wait for anyone. =[
Year 3 is really a busy and a hectic year for me.
I wonder whether is it coincidence,
or unlucky for me that everytime when the year is important for me,
I get a shock of my life.
The previous time is Secondary 5,
while I was taking my 'O' levels.
Horrible horrible.
Such crucial time.
It happened again.

But well ,
that makes me grow up,
whether is it about the mistakes or experiences,
I take it all seriously and kept it in my mind and heart.

After the broke up,
I really do some serious thinking about our relationship,
my studies, my friends.
This really made me think hard.
Something is really wrong with me,
That I would actually get this the SECOND time.
Be it Karma or other things.
My mind seems to be clearer,
upon my actions.
This broke up lesson really cost me too much.
I have lost and gained something along the way.

I became more tactical towards things that I need to handle.

Even though it only happened a few days ago,
but I felt that was so long ago.
I have learnt so much.
I would like to thank you instead.

Thank you.

Think differently and the answers can turned out to be so much different.
Amazing.
Simplifed matters can be complicated,
while complicated matters can be just so.. simple.

Even though I would say let Nature take it's course,
but you still need a little effort to make things happen.
Somehow I became someone that thinks of taking one step at a time and
somehow he became me.
We switched.

How strange,
But people just keep changing.
I should have known.
All the while there are so many hintings that are already warning me,
I am blind afterall.
LOL.

I really don't know how things will turned out to be.
Only God knows.

For now I am seriously doing some reflections..
Trying to kill all the brain cells and squeezing all my brain juice.
If he don't appreciate me,
so be it.

Time will tell.
I believe.
How determined I am.
I will prove you dead wrong.

2nd Day..

2009-04-21T18:43:00.005+08:00

Today is the second day since the incident break up..
I was trying my best to stay happy in school as today is my first day going to school.
Being in school do divert my attention for abit.
I thought that I am good today,
I wasn't crying anymore.
But I still end up crying while waiting for my next lab lesson.
Whatever I do, I see, I talk, I hear, I think, I feel, I miss...
It's all about..
Him.

Now the only thing that I enjoy is blogging.
Looking at all my past entries posts had made me feel that I am growing more and more matured.
More and more grown up.
The way I use words to express myself in the post are no longer the same.
People really do change all the time.
There's nothing you can trust.
Nothing.
Not promises.
Not vows.
There's really no guarantee to anything.
I am so confused..
All these might make me into depression.
Soon.
I blame myself.
For not being a good person,
a good girlfriend,
a guai girl girl.
Karma had hit me not once but twice.
I am so rotten.
I am confused upon love and overly dependent.
It connects,
But I also think that overly dependent also can be call as longing.
Everything is so connected till I really don't know what exactly it means anymore.

I couldn't sleep well last night.
I woke up 5 times.
on and off.
Even though I am feeling so tired.
Guess I am too stress out.
I didn't even dream.
I am a frequent dreamer.
You dream when you slept well.
But I guess I wouldn't have any dreams anytime soon.

I am surprised that I have lost weight about 2kg in just one single day.
Being too stressed and sad really do thin you down.
I am trying to eat.
For someone sake.
Trying.

I would like to thank all my those who has been showing me concern for these 2 days.
I really appreciated it alot.
You guys has given me many love and concern.
I am happy that I am actually wanted.
Thank-you again people.
=]

Will update soon.
Tommorrow maybe?

Reminiscence of our good 'O days.

2009-04-20T19:18:00.002+08:00

I have read all the message history with him in my msn folder moments ago.
I was smiling and giggling unconsiously while reading through it.
It was such a sweet and bliss feeling that I could never describe it.
How nice to reminiscence of our past,
where there are little quarrels and happy moments.

But reality strikes me back again,
thinking that it's all in the past when I read his very current chat log with me.
Telling me all the things I couldn't believe.
I really wonder why it has come to this?
the final test,
had made me so afraid.
It have been such a long time since I feel so lonely and helpless.
Why promise me that you will not leave me though you couldn't do it?
I really don't know when my crying is going to stop.
When I think of the answer I gonna face I will shiver and fear.
More than butterflies and moths,
which is a big threat to me.
Everything seems like a illusions,
like nothing had happened before.
When my nightmare is gonna finish this time.
Help me.

Singlehood.

2009-04-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

Singlehood.
Who will thought that this word will slammed right into my face again after 2 years plus.
I AM SINGLE YET COMPLICATED.
Today is the beginning of my school life.
I woke up, and I saw my ex asking for a TIME-OUT.
At first I was sleepy, I thought that I was dreaming.
But, it ain't a dream that I wish it to be.

I really really thought that we will be together forever.
Are we really taking things for granted,
so used to having each other in our lives?
I think I should question this problem to myself too.
But,
afterall I still longed for him.
Only him.

Fate had brought us together in the strangest way,
I am sure that he was fated to be mine,
he will come back to me after he has sorted out the answer.
So..
This could be the 3 months we will be totally ignoring each other.
OR.
This could be forever.

My eyes are so tired for crying around 7 hours or so.
Straight.
I always thought that I will be strong this time.
But I've failed.

This is killing me.
The time of waiting during these 3 months.
He told me to take care of myself.
But I guess I couldn't.

God please do not forsake me.
Please do not forget there is still a little child here under your wings.
Bless me will you?

I truly wait for the right day to come.
Don't give me any more shock.
Please, my heart couldn't tolerate it.

3 months of silence...
So devastating.
Yet so eager to know the answer.
In my small part of my heart,
I hope afterall he will choose me again.
But a big part of me says no way,
it's gonna be over...

I am so happy that I can blog to vent my sadness out.
Thing just went out of what you can grasp.

If this relationship has failed me,
I will not be able to pursue new love anymore.
I am so tired from it.
Don't shut my warm heart.

GOOD BYE MY LOVE.

Finally I am back to camwhoring days =]

2009-03-16T16:22:00.009+08:00

Yeah! I am back to my camwhoring days ler.

So fun!
Just when to the IT Fair with my family last night,
It was damn jammed.
Gosh took us 1 and a half hour to reach Suntec.
Aww seen so many people i know at the fair,
how nice.
Hee.
1st time go fair see darling working.
haha.
So hardworking loh!
Till I stand in front of him he also didn't notice.
-_-
haha but in the end get to chat with dear.
So happy.
He made my day =]

Now!!
Photos time!!!
Many many.
Don't mind me =]

Theme: Beware! as stated on my shirt. LOL

Random nite..

2009-03-11T23:55:00.005+08:00

Does this have the vampire feel?
haha recently got into a vampire game in the Facebook.
How classy =]

Wow I am back here again.

I apologized for not updating my blog regularly.
Aww, it has been such a long attachments.
All cramp together with the examinations at one shot.
How tiring.
BUT anyway, I gonna have my 5 weeks holiday from next week onwards.
Hurray!! =]
But then I still will see less of my sweetheart.
How sad. We couldn't meet up that often though I am having holiday soon.
Good luck to your FYP k darling. ^-^

OH YA!
I have brought a iphone recently!
SAY GOODBYE TO MY OLD FONE
AND SAY WELCOME TO NEW PICTURES!
LOL. A camwhore, as always. =]
But the quality of the picture came out kinda disappointing.
Well, it was still better then noting.
Haha.

Taken from old VGA phone. (peace ^-^V)
update again

Speechless.

2009-01-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

I am so speechless.
.
..
...
....

OK, I've dropped my handphone into the toilet bowl!
GOSH!!!
When I realized that my phone went missing and found it in the toilet bowl,
I think my phone have already went swimming for a
looooooong looooooong
time.
SAD.

Lucky I do have a spare phone and I have save my contacts in my sim card.
THANK GOD. =]
No more photo sessions already till i get a new phone.
Sian.

Update soon.

My Dad's Birthday Dinner celebration =]

2008-11-27T16:31:00.004+08:00

Hi, sorry for updating till now =X

Nov 16 2008 is my dad's birthday,

we went to Boon Tong Kee at balastier.

Aww,

I love their signature chicken!

Yum!

Here are the photos. [Sorry no time to take more photos, busy eating. ]

Here are some of the dishes =]

My Dad ^-^

Ah ma[granny], Dad and Sister

Oops sorry there is no me, because I am the one taking the photos =]

Oh dear I am really gaining more weight!
Keep eating delicious food.
Yummy!
It makes me drool now.
haha.

Finally I took up Hatha Yoga with my boyfriend's mum.
Initially I was so worried that we were be so embarassed with just the both of us without my boyfriend around,
But I've worried for nothing!
I am glad that thing goes well and I am having fun with her and the yoga class.
Thank God. =]

I was so shy that she was introducing me as her son's girfriend to her yoga friends at the class before it starts.
I blushed!
It feels kinda weird, but happy =]
Because somehow she is acknowledging me as her son girlfriend. ^-^

Well, we say that we gonna practice yoga together at her house to maintain ourselves.
Kinda looking forward to it,
now that there are some common things to share and talk about.
Happy.

Oh ya, suddenly I am so obsessed with piano.
I kinda learn it online,
so I think you guys can check out the profile if you are interested in piano too.
The guy teaching is nice and easily understandable.
And the best part is IT'S FREE!
Here are the lessons link.
If you want to see his profile click his name.
See his new reshot videos in HD.
It's better and clearer =]
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=253192EED47525A8&page=1

That's all for now.
Happy learning =]

Birthday Celebration at Giraffe with Dear =]

2008-11-02T13:01:00.016+08:00

Here are the updates for my birthday celebration =]

Went to have my late lunch with dear dear in Forum The Shopping Mall.

Oh the pizza was not bad =]

After lunch, we rush to Cineleisure to watch Butterfly lovers.

Opps..

we missed some parts of the show =[

My prezzie from Dear <3

I would like to thank DEAR for the birthday gift =]

I totally love the Armani watch,

so don't worry =]

The leather strap logo is pretty,

Nice for a change. ^-^

So After the movie, Dear reserved a place at the Giraffe for dinner =]

We sat at the balcony area,

the view was nice and we get to see pretty night view of the sky though in the urban area.

Oh Sex On The Beach Cocktail.

A nice place to chill out. =]

Oh he was shy. Haha!

Birthday girl ^-^

My lovely dear. hee.

Here comes the food, Angio Olio [His]

Beef Tenderloin steak [Hers]

After finishing our food,

we switch to a more comfy corner to relax and suddenly he gives me a SURPRISE!

Tada~!

Aww I was so happy and embarassed at the same time while he sings the birthday song to me.

keke. >_<~

(Sadly the staff take away the candle before I could snap a complete photo of it. =[ )

Happy us again >_<

Lol..

Our cam whoring starts again.

LOVE THE MOMENTS

Brithday kiss for the brithday girl =X

*Hugs*

Ha~!

After awhile I started playing around,

Nice handkerchief Crown isn't it =X

I am the Handkerchief Kingdom's princess =S

Oh I love my Sourz Apple liquor, I am so glad I didn't order your rusty nail cocktail.

It was somehow the same like asking you to taste the rusty nail. haha.

Fun trying anyway. =]

Opps, It is already the end of my post. =[

I would like to thank you for all the wonderful moments you have given me on my birthday.

You are the BEST~

I LOVE YOU DARLING =]

1 hour plus more till my birthday

2008-10-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

A little while more and it's my 19th birthday.

Oh dear I am really getting older.

This year to me is such a letdown, I feel so utterly disappointed due to some matters.

But I am happy that my dear took off for me to celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow =]

Anyway I will update again about my celebration if I rem to took some photos =]

Oh ya, I found this website so interesting, so I tried a few.

It was kinda creative.

That's all for this post.

I think I will not care so much anymore since this is what I get for in return AGAIN.

-_-

Musie!

2008-10-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

Just for laugh =]

Yeah I am the man =X

Genting pictures

2008-10-19T19:21:00.006+08:00

Finally I have the mood for posting a new topic for today!

Been so tired and busy to post a new one =[

So, as promised I would like to share my Genting experience =]

On my way up to Genting

Beautiful weather

Round and round and round!

Getting more and more dizzy!

So more 'dizzy' pictures for all! =X

The First World Indoor Theme park

Dizzy =X

Swollen face after extracting my 2 wisdom teeth =[

Overview of the outdoor theme park!

The dinosaurland! (for family & kids)

Nice vibrant colors everywhere =]

Scenery pictures taken while on monorail.

I wonder what is that? Those houses.

Our alighting and departure point.

Nice mountains.

Sunset taken on the bus on my way home.

It was quite alright la the whole trip.

One thing is that the whole journey was too long for my arse. =[

It hurts. And very dizzy up and down the mountain.

Didn't fully enjoy because of my painful swollen face and gum.

And I think the time is not enough. 3 days 2 night.

I love the cold weather there. They totally saves the air-con fees!

LOL

And! Who you go with is also very important!

Ok I shall drop it here.

Update soon =]

BACK FROM GENTING~!!!

2008-10-13T00:57:00.001+08:00

PHEW JUST BACK FROM GENTING!!

It's going to be 1 am.

JAMMED TILL MAD!!!

I will update about the trip soon =]

Stay tuned

See ya~

Sick year for me

2008-09-28T15:29:00.002+08:00

MUMMY~ I am sick and sick and sick again!!!

Am I happy to be a nurse? A sick nurse like me. Hoho =X

Soyabean plastic cup advertisement!!!

This year is such a sickly year for me!

Every attachment also sure take MC de.

Next week is my final week ler.

Happy.

But then.. final week of holiday then school reopen ler.

How sad. But I am happy that I almost survived 4 weeks of attachment ler.

1 more!

Then go Genting Highlands to relax myself with my family =]

Looking forward to that. =]

So tired

2008-09-13T22:27:00.005+08:00

Hi.

Finally I am done with my Paediatrics posting!

So dread tired.

But now I still next to struggle again next week.

Time to go Alexandra Hospital again.

Oh dear.

It's male ward this time.

Hope i can handle well.

Gosh.

Sat night and I am stuck at home.

My bones are so lazy now.

Move enough while working I guess.

Hahaha.

Oh yeah I am recovered.

Thank God for healing me. =]

Above is my "nothing to do" photos ^-^

Please enjoy.

Lol.

2008-09-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

Holy~!

I am down with flu and sore throat!

So much phlegm till I couldn't breathe well.

Beri terrible.

All these is due to lacking of sleep.

But hope I will recover soon =]

Oh ya my tummy is flatten abit.

During this week,

I from 57 drop to 55kg,

I am happy with it so I will continue with my diet plan.

hee.

7kg more to go.

I am tired.

2008-09-03T16:43:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so tired,

been so busy and having only 3 to 4 hours of sleep.

It's horrible.

I am happy that there are still some ITE student nurses same ward as me,

but I will totally be alone after this week!

Gosh, one of ITE student is my Primary school classmate!

No wonder she look so familiar,

It's great to see someone u know after so many year have passed.

I really don't know what am I thinking recently at all.

I am getting so confused.

But I guess things got cleared up.

Happy with the conclusion I came up with.

It's to do nothing. LOL

Nothing unecessary.

And I have started my low carbo, no fat (nearly lah), no sugar, high fiber diet.

Hopefully I can get to slim down with the aid of jogging too.

I guess I will be able to schedule some time to jog starting next week. =]

Think I need to record my measurements .

Hopefully I can get back my ideal 48kg.

HOPEFULLY.

Haa.

Now I saw oily food I damn scared.

Whatever I eat I will think about the fat's content level and blah.

This time I am so determined.

JIA YOU LITING. ^-^

Cooking~

2008-08-28T00:55:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps~!

I am back with a new post update. =]

Ok, so what's the topic for today~!!!!!

1st COOKING COLLABORATION WITH MY SWEETY PIE~ ^-^

Here are the dishes:

Our first collaboration dish! [Mixed Vegetables] It came out well, taste are fine too.

Happy. >_<~

2nd dish: Miso Soup. Photo looked kinda yucky

[looked ok when seeing this yourself],

but i love the taste.

Yum.

3rd dish: Minced Pork Omelette

This was solely his masterpiece. =]

Little little advices given by me though.

But good for his first attempt to cook.

WELL DONE DEAR~

We heated up the food quite a few times if not the dishes would be better.

But I am happy with the results.

I am a great cooking leader! LOL

cya...

R.I.P to my beloved uncle

2008-08-17T21:40:00.005+08:00

My condolences to my uncle's family and to all of us that are affected by my uncle's death.

This post would be the saddest post I would ever post.

I feel, sad and lost.

All these had been happening too sudden..

Really too sudden.

No mood to study my exam for tommorrow.

2 years ago my 2nd uncle died.

2 year later my 1 st uncle died.

This shock is really too much on me and my family.

I hope my mum will not grieve that much.

My parents get to witness his final moment,

my mum told us that...

He was holding on and waiting for his grand child to come see him.

Just before the child came in with the mum,

One of the relative told him the child have come already,

Heart rate fell to zero.

Dark blood rushing out from his nose and mouth.

Blood pressure fell till the lowest you can imagine.

My uncle left us at 5pm in the evening.

May God bless his soul~

I couldn't stop crying.

He was such a nice uncle that I have.

And he left us forever now.

R.I.P

Happy 1 1/2 year Anniversary~!

2008-08-16T01:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 1/2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US!!!

Time really flew by fast.

Without realising,

we have been together for such a long time.

And of course,

hopefully we will be together celebrating our anniversaries for a looooong time =]

I wish to apologise again and again for my rudely mood swings~!

I knew it was horrible.

I AM SORRY!!!
I really feel that I am a sadist.

Gosh,

sometimes I love to see my sweetheart anxious over me of blah blah.

Oh dear I have been abusing my poor baby mentally. =X

Please forgive me.

huu huu =[

I am so looking forward to our 2 year anniversary!!

Then my Sweety would be my longest one,

so shy loh.

Break my record k.

I really enjoyed the times we have been together.

I love you deep deep Baby. =]

And to my Jewels~!

I thank you all for my speedy makeover!

It was a fun experience and a fast one.

haha.

Really miss the time we spend our day shopping together and laugh like nobody was around us.

I shall see my per ner again after exams!!!

That will be the time we have awesome maddness of fun awaits us. ^-^

I really love the blouse you 2 chose for me.

So me loh.

haha.

TATA~

Delighted~!

2008-08-13T12:52:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late post~!
Finally met up with my per ner last Friday~!
I was so happy to see them loh.
Even though it has been so long since I met them,
I felt lagged behind.
Some jokes I couldn't catch it while my other per ner were laughing away.

AWWW..
My attendance fall behind too badly ler,
need to catch up.

oh dear,
see the picture above?
haha, they called me xiao long nu.
LOL
my hair too long ler lah.
Guess I have to go have a haircut when I am free.

Gosh Thursday is my First paper.
Kinda scared,
but I think I am alright with this module. ^-^
God bless me k. =]

Hopefully I get to see Darling again and go Find my favorite PlayDoh
Wakakaka. >_<

Update soon again. Cya. =]

bad semester!

2008-08-02T19:55:00.004+08:00

Aww..

This got to be the worst semester I have experienced this year!!!

SICK SICK SICK AND MORE SICK!!

How long do i have to suffer?!

Gosh.

It's really the time to make changes in my life!

Firstly, time to be serious in my study and get over it.

Next, time to polish my body while I am free.

And I need to strengthen my immune system!!!

I can't afford to sick anymore,

It's draining too much of my energy and time and money.

Soo I need to be healthy for everyone sake.

I feel so bad to everyone.

Forgive me please.

SO!

Next semester will be the right time to let the changes take it's effect!

Hopefully I will be more healthy,

wouldn't be that lazy anymore (I hope!)

And regain my firm tummy.

Gotta do my daily 200 sit up soon.

Aww, I am getting older.

Time to plan~ =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY~!

2008-07-25T22:28:00.007+08:00

Thanks for helping me to peel the prawns=]
Oh, the Burberry polo I brought as your birthday present contrast with your skin nicely =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING

HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY TO YOU BABY!!!

Finally you 19 ler, me still have a long way to go.

Hehehe.

I've really enjoyed the time we had spent together.

It was full of fun and laughter.

But I am still a little bit sian when you get to exposed my plans.

sob sob -_-

But am I so predictable?

hoho.

Dear knows me so well that you know what exactly I am thinking.

Cannot anyhow anyhow :X

So looking forward to my birthday then I could expose you.

Hehe.

Love you dear.

FUn~

2008-07-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

Alex's food
YUM~! the egg yolk. =]
Waiting for the rest of the dishes to come.
Finally the food is completed =]
Went to have my dinner with my friends after chionging my Monster Hunter 2 Generation, I would like to thank them for helping me and the food was nice~!

We went to the sakae restaurant (ri ben chun) near the yio chu kang stadium.

Nice japanese food. yum yum

Hopefully i get to eat it again the next time when i am free.

ANYONE WANNA PLAY MH2G WITH ME~?

I can help most of the HR, i guess. hoohoo.

I do pray to GOD that i will really be fine.

It has been an awful year, so please father lord
BLESS me and my HEALTH.

I thank you .

AMEN.

Checkup~

2008-06-27T08:37:00.004+08:00

Today i will be going for ultrasound for the final checkup~!

Hope I am gonna be ok.

Been sick for 3 weeks or so.

Waste 300+ already,

but health more important so gotta say bye bye to the money. =[

But now I am concern about my another problem,

I do hope the problem is minor and doesn't affect my health.

Another worry ARISED!!

I am so problematic.

MAY GOD BLESS MY BODY, HEALTH AND SOUL. =]

I hope I will have fun in KK Hospital during these 3 weeks,

gotta makeup 1 week during my major holiday =(

MESSY LIFE now.

I miss my per ner, been mia for so long already.

sob sob, sorry guys.

But I was dragged down by this annoying illness,

worry till got cold sore again.

How horrible,

I wish things will turn for the better next term.

This term sucked too much.

Oh ya if possible,

I would like to upload some of my baby's Tapei Vacation photos.

Wanna post something happy and enjoyable to chase the "mei yun" away.

BEGONE!!

haha.

Oh ya, BABY I AM SORRY.

Been too emo last night while talking.

Guess that i yearn for more attention while I was down with illness.

Couldn't help it,

Been so negative recently till I feel nauseous about it =X

I will post again shortly.

I am healing =]

2008-06-21T11:03:00.004+08:00

Firstly,

I would like to thank to those people that care for me about my illness.

I am healing now,

though it still hurts alot.

Doc said to me that i need some more time to heal,

seems a little better after 1st round of antibotic treatment.

So currently i got more medicine to take.

So sian,

but it's all for my own good.

Haha.

Oh ya by the way, it's not my intestines.

It's my ovaries and womb got inflammed.

no wonder so pain. haha

Thanks again everyone.

I hope I can get well soon.

It hurts.

2008-06-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

Ouch!

My tummy hurts..

I feel so uncomfortable and the dull pain has been irritating me so much that i wanna dig my XXX out.oops :X

I guess it was the large intestines,

but the pain put me in dilemma.

Or is it the ovaries or the womb?

I am so confused now.

Couldn't move much anyway, gotta rest at home.

Sob, no one is free to accompany me see doc or something.

Hopefully I get to see doctor and get check by tommorrow and I will not be refer to the hospital!!!

I am so scared right now,

nothing ever seems so important than health,

or else you couldn't enjoy other things that you love so much.

I wish that I am only scaring myself,

but the pain and the feeling was there, real.

Tsk tsk, no point thinking so much.

JUST RELAX

and happily see my baby for the last time till he came back from Taiwan ^-^

I will update again for my checkup result or conclusion if any =]

IT'S HOLIDAY TIME!!!!

2008-06-12T22:31:00.007+08:00

Gosh~! It has been nearly a week since holiday started.

Aww my boy is flying off soon next week.

I WILL MISS YOU BABY!!

Remember my goodies from your Taiwan trip ok :]

I will be so lonely!

Gal try not to cry ok. Hee.

Tsk tsk, I will be so bored and bored and bored.

Never mind, I can go out with my girlies or rot at home. ^-^

Ok!

Time to update the photos.

Been some time ever since i uploaded new photos.

This week I just went to the class BBQ.

Well.. It was kinda.. fun,

when the night began.

Here are the photos of me and my classmates:

Thanks Maggie for providing her condo's facilities ^-^

Our play area. wakaka >o<~

BBQ pit

My dear Maggie =]

Well I do have a great time there.

And thanks to everyone who cares for me and such.

I am really grateful.

See you guys again after our paed attachment~!

A lonely day.

2008-05-31T20:08:00.002+08:00

Such a lonely day today,

here I open my eyes and I found myself in a cold dark bedroom.

What am I doing here?

I ponder to myself.

There was no one in the bedroom except me.

Sitting on the bed i started singing a chilly song,

the song...

send chills down...

my spine.

Waiting for a person to open the bedroom door,

But there is...

no one out there.

Here I stare at the cold dark ceiling,

while I am singing the chilly song,

Why there isn't anyone opening the door,

I feeling so lonely,

cold tears streaking down on my cheeks.

I close my eyes and ponder again,

What A Lonely Day.

Hi peeps,

the words above are written purely out of boredom and loneliness,

I was so ALONE at home, and it's weekend.

weekend...

weekend..

gosh.!

No programmes today at all!

how horrible,

never mind.

There is online manga webbie that saves my day!!!

or my PSP's monster hunter 2!!

BORED.

I wanna go out and move my bones :(

hmm, forget it.

Save it for tommorrow. ^-^

Finally,

next week is my final school week and then..

2 weeks holiday!

Well it ain't a big deal,

tsk tsk.

After holiday I gotta go KK Hospital for 4 weeks attachment!

NOoOOOoOooOO!!

Hate attachment.

But at least got babies~!

They sure will made my day,

nah, I mean weeks. :)

Looking forward to it.

Trouble~!

2008-05-21T09:57:00.003+08:00

Oh dear! I am in dead S***!!![ sorry for the rudness :( ]

I have cause myself trouble again, when will i learn,

gosh, this time what, i gonna get debar or I AM already debarred

Hope I can appeal AGAIN this time.

Hmm, think so much also no use.

It already happened, so I guess I will see how it goes.

Update soon.

2008-05-17T13:21:00.009+08:00

Yesterday my sister told me that she had brought a new curler the day before,

I was so eager to try!

but she told me that i need to wait for her to come back before I can try.

Spoiler. Haha. So I tried, it came out...

UGLY!

Gosh! I was lousy,

i promised myself that i will improve my skills eventually. hee

It was fun and tiring for my upper limbs,

I feel that i looked terribly old after curling my hair.

I have tried the full head curl,

so next time i will just curl my hair ends for some extra spice ^-^

Here are the unsucessful photos:

Though i look old but i like this picture, it has been such a long time since i have smile so happily

Hmm..

Hide!

Feel my waves~

BACK and SICK again~!`

2008-05-13T23:04:00.008+08:00

Hi dear people^-^

Phew, finally have time to rest and find time to blog ler.

Firstly I wanna say thanks to all for concerning about me and my sisters(Per Ner)

We are now alright, all good.

Just basically a misunderstanding. I am glad we are ok now.

Ever since school reopened, I have been sick all the while.

Feels horrible now, went to see my family doctor and he told me that I have a serious throat infection!!! i was so surprised!

Well, haha not really :X

Previously i already have a slight sore throat but doc said that i have eaten too much oily food and spicy food.

I really couldn't help it!

These kind of unhealthy food is too irresistable >_<~ No wonder I am getting fatter and fatter as the days goes on.

oh dear!

But I wanna thank god, at least my throat wasn't that irritable or painful as compared to the previous episode.
Hee.. Here are my boring and vain pictures.

People said that I look so dao, well my face tends to be fierce or anything you call it when I did not smile. Too bad. haha.

I love my emo/fierce face ^-^

So no one will approach this ugly duckling, a big and fat one. :X

Are we breaking up?

2008-05-01T18:57:00.007+08:00

Another problem had arise again. It's the same old problem that are challenging our friendship again and again. But i think this time we all had hit the wall straight. I know we are at fault but why makes things so serious, maybe cause we are different afterall.

Everyone is not perfect yes i do know, but in your eyes we need to be perfect... That is just too bad.. Maybe what your friends say about us is correct, better to give up on us and hence make your life better. I don't want to see you or either one of us unhappy because of the action we did that makes everyone suffered.

I am truly sad and hurt about the things i see with my own eyes. If that's the case i don't think this can carry on much longer. You still have other precious friends, what we did may just be the ash after the fire. When you are busy we kept quiet cause we think this isn't the problem that can shook us.. We look things in your angle and we understand how you feel so we say thing nicely, but you were sacarstic towards us instead. Maybe try to look things in our angle and don't be so pissed off, you may see that things are actually not so serious and bad afterall. We will reflect on our actions.

But the thing is Are you treating us as your per ner anot. You told everyone that we are so horrible but at the same time saying that we are your per ner.

Let's see how our fates will lead us to then. Shattered till it couldn't patch up anymore or patch things up back together hand in hand.

Sick

2008-05-01T12:16:00.002+08:00

Oooh no! i am sick again ~_~

I think i have been not resting well. My coughing and stuffs came back again. I feel horrible now.

Finally, i watched this movie with my darling at marina square. Well the movie was worth it, the effects are pretty and good. Not bad i guess. Went to eat Han's after the movie, the chef's salad was yummy. I love salad. ^-^

How sad today canot meet my Darling, so poor thing have to work in labour day. No rest for him.

But at least his basic pay were doubled. Hope to meet him soon ~_~ Bored!!! Doing nothing all day today. No plans. So I guess it's anime day. Not bad for once in awhile.

Stop here.

I MISS YOU DEAR.

Our friday night together

2008-04-27T17:18:00.017+08:00

Finally we get to meet up on Friday~
I miss my PER NER a lot! 2 weeks have passed since our last meeting before school holiday ended. We supposed to meet up during evening time, but in the end we meet around 9 plus.
After waiting for Jac and Chubby to finish their dinner, we decided to go to the Yishun Dam.
Below are the pictures:

Nice scenery~! but Chubby shook the camera. :(

Wow! There are a lot of cars and other vehicles at Yishun Dam on friday.

Our first expression(xi=happy) Chubby told us to play the expression game. ^-^

2nd expression(nu=angry) It came out that jac got the best expresson of the round! LOL Wei ting seems sad rather then angry. Haha laugh too much luh. :)

3rd expression(ai=sad) LOL! wei ting what's up with the smirky smile on your face??? Aww jac looked so innocent (No way!) :X

4th expression (le=very happy?) Yeah this is the best photo among all the expression. Wei ting's forte expression! >_<~

AH~ Our Sisterly photo! haaha

We were fooling around~ lalalala~

WAH i couldn't breathe lor. Both of them squeeze me damn hard and at the same time we were holding our breath. wahaha. ^O^

Tada~! our Sister 1 haaa act cute.

I think he/she (oops!) is acting sexy! weet~ Go sister go!

Our Candid Picture~! Can you spot which of us is 1, 2,3? =]

Here is my PER NER~!

Looking faraway. So romantic bah.. ^^

Alright done for today~!

SEE YOU IN MY NEXT POST

BYE BYE...

Photos updated~!

2008-04-16T00:02:00.017+08:00

Ah finally i get some photos from jac and mine(suddenly can upload already) happy. Here are the photos:

At Fish&Co.
Both of them happily looking at the pictures they had snap.

LOl. Chubby's head gonna pluck off by Jac. wahaha

wei ting and me.

Ohh love those.

I like this effect. Accidentally shook my phone.

Our 2nd cosy seats. thos are more comfy then the 1st corner. ^-^

The "black" side of me.

Tata~! The restuarant!!! see the van are so cute.

Me and jac in the Ben&Jerry's Van. So cool!

LOL the 3 of us...

Oh the rooftop are sooo high~

An overview of the shop. looks nice?

The portrait that captureed our attention .haha.

Our first cosy corner at Ben & Jerry's.

Our 14th month~

2008-04-15T22:15:00.005+08:00

I admit time can be really slow or fast, i am sure everybody feels the same too. Yesterday is our 14th month together. Many happy things and unhappy things happened and leave us with memories. I am grateful to my darling that gave us the chance to be able to share the same feelings together. I feel so guilty for being such a crybaby in front of you. I am so embarassed to say this. hoo hoo >_<

Ya forgive me for saying all the things that are not sensible. But your care for me have covered all my weakness away. The things that i have said yesterday may be that i am feeling too empty.
That's why all the words poped out from my mouth. I really thank you for putting up with me darling. I am truly touched by the things that you have done for me and the words that you have said to me. The times we shared together is such a wonderful thing for me so i hope in future, there are more exciting things that are waiting for us to uncover slowly.

It came clear to me that i was just jealous of other couples and i shouldn't have cared, what i need to know is that you and i, we have a unique bonding that other people are envy of. So i shouldn't be bothered by it as we are already close. ^-^ love you my sweetheart. Sorry for causing problem for you. hehe.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today is the 2nd day since the school reopened. Oops i fell sick already. the doctor told me that i have eaten something bad perhaps, no wonder i kept having tummy upset. It was horrible for me. sob. Since the first day of school i started to feel the stress already, being a year 1 and year 2 is totally different! Well, it 's really the time to get serious and really do what i need to do in order to survive. But now my stress had doubled. Unfortunately, my classmates had appointed me as the new leader of the class (Not because i have leadership qualities but just because they wanna use this as a chance to change me as i have a habit of being late). But i am afraid that i am not the kind that will easily change due to something. I just wanna be myself. Sorry for being selfish.

Seriously to my dear classmates, you guys really made the wrong decision. I hope that if i did anything that is wrong, please do not blame me. Because i am really not cut out to be a leader. Well i will try my best with my own limits. Even so i apologised now for my future sake if i do not keep the position well. Sorry guys. Choose the right people next time.

Done done. Kinda enough for now, if not i going to get further depressed. So good night to everyone. I will updated soon again.

The last outing before school starts...

2008-04-13T19:59:00.003+08:00

Aww~! Today is the very last day of my holiday!!! Gosh, i am totally not prepared!

Never mind i will get used to it soon. I guess i will be very busy when school's reopens, studying la, skipping lectures la, meet up with my darling and my sisters. How fast i am no longer a junior anymore. So happy ^-^ I am a year 2 student now.

Yesterday i went out with 1,2 and 4 sisters. We meet up in orchard and start our shopping, till 8+ we found out that we are sooo hungry so we went to wheelock's Fish&Co to have our dinner...
Then after our dinner we went to the Dempsey Hill (Ben&Jerry's). There are many restaurants, pubs etc.. Aww the atmosphere was very nice ^-^ Oh sorry the photos can't be uploaded. Such a waste.

But nvm, for those who are still unfamiliar with Dempsey Hill, this is the website:
http://www.dempseyhill.com/

It's kind of secluded, so people with no vehicle has to take cab or whatsoever.
It is a nice place to chill with your friends. Go visit when you have the time. ^-^

bored`!

2008-03-29T14:27:00.010+08:00

I am back. ^-^

Please do welcome me back. Haha. So as for the interview result, it was something like an example of "hit and run" incident. No good at all, initially i thought that i could have cope with work and study at the same time, but i guess i am no superwoman! I might die from exhaustion so i think i will give it a pass.. PEOPLE please give me a help if there is lobang, please do tell me. I will be very grateful to you!

So after interviewing i met up with my 3 sisters again, we went to chomp chomp and eat den went to the nearby ice cream shop (harrto) to have our delicious desserts. After that we switch our venue to amk mac.. we chat and chat and chat till 3!! lol we were soo shocked. Haha we sure can talk about anything under the moon. Hoho.

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time is killing me..

Photos of me.. (BO LIAO)

Me with specs on (rare) wear mostly only at home:

I MISS U.

back from attachment!

2008-03-28T00:49:00.002+08:00

Ahh~ Finally my second attachment has ended!!!

Welcome again my readers. Miss blogging so much, finally i have time to blog again.
Feel like a pig again. Nothing to do since now i am having my holidays. SO glad that 3 weeks attachment ended. It was crazy for me. Endless words to describe my pain and tears for it.

Initially i thought i could have just spend my holidays slacking off or go out chill with friends, but i am getting bored and more bored. Hmm. So now it's working time again. Poor me, don't know how to enjoy then as well make full use of it.

Hope i can make it thru the gant interview. For those who din't know about this brand, the shop is located at paragon, taka and isetan. I am so surprised i heard from my friend that she is very young, 20s going 30. Capable or not i wouldn't know. Hope god will lead me to the way. I in need of job!!!

READERS, if there's any job recommendations please post it in my bitch box. Thanks alot!

Guess i wil blog again after tommorow's interview ^^
See ya.. ^-^

Is the hatred gone? i ponder..

2008-02-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

Readers, I welcome you again.

So, is the hatred gone? I pondered about it for a moment.
Oops =X for those that are ignorant about this, I apologised.
This hatred I have is for a person that screwed my life few years ago.
But coming to think of it, I guess that i can let go of this matter now.
Because things happened way ages ago, and it led me to have such a happy life now.
Well, I am happy about the things as they were now. I think that the hatred had left me long time ago, just that I was reluctant to agree on the fact that I am no longer angry about the person anymore. Everybody has plenty of good and bad experiences in life, so I guess that it was time to treat it as a enriching experience and look upon my bright little future instead.

Aww.. my heart.. It feels so light now. Having an hatred upon somebody for so many years is indeed tiring. From today onwards, I will strive to make myself happy but only happy because being happy all the time is afterall the best. So I not gonna feel fear or whatsoever feeling that are not good for my body.. Those are NOT good. That's not what God wanted to let us feel fear in us. So FEAR~! begone..! In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. ^-^ Praise the God.

I am so happy to be able come up with this decision. Great. I am feeling more light-hearted.
Haa.. I guess that I will be able to have a good night rest today~! >_<

Good night people. Bless you. :)

Back~

2008-02-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

Sorry for typing halfway.

So i shall continue my posting.
Actually, jac and i we were discussing about going to batam and have a few days trip.
Because wei ting cannot, so we had changed to a day trip.
But seems that a day trip was really too chop chop.
So in the end we cancelled everything. It was too rush, we feel that during March if we still wan to go den we will discuss it again. Not a bad idea.
I was wondering whether i should follow my mummy and relatives go genting nots.
Seems like very boring to go with them. Oops =X
I wanna go with yuhang to overseas, even if it is a nearby country. It will be fun.
And i wanna go with my sisters too. It will be good to travel with friends too.. Aww..

But i wan to have a getaway outing. It's boring to stay in Singapore. Almost nothing to do.
Boring Boring Boring. Peeps, give some ideas if you can..
Thanks alot. The boredom is really killing me.

I guess it's better to slp first rather then thinking about it too much..

I see you on my next post. ^-^

The Holidays begins!

2008-02-23T18:52:00.005+08:00

Cheers for those that are the same with me!!

Holidays finally begins!. And for those that are still having exams, i wish you good luck and all the best to you.. ^-^ but seems like i only have a week of joy before my horrors came to me again!! =_=

my attachment starts at 3rd march.. So friends, if you wanna meet me up better fix time with me.. So sad the whole attachment thingy gonna last for 3 weeks. Sob.

aww i wanna go overseas relax before i go attachment again...

update later..

sorry guys.

My prezzies~ ^-^

2008-02-21T23:19:00.008+08:00

Hi to all the peeps out there~

Thank you again for visiting my blog.

And so today i will talk about post valentine's day.

Are you guys having a smashing time on valentine's day?

I hope you would. As for me, i am satisfied for it.

I had received 2 beautiful and memorable prezzies from my darling.

Here are the pictures:

Aww.. not a perfect photo. Trying hard avoid the flashlight. :( i love this puzzle with mixture of hologram design. thank you darling, it's my precious. everyday i will take a good look at it. haha

Love this. Our haapy memory.

Since it is also our anniversary, i got 2 prezzies. ^-^ Cya again on my next post ^-^

Haappy Valentine's Day to you~

2008-02-13T18:36:00.002+08:00

Evening peeps~

Since i have just finished my mugging for the childbearing module, i'm kinda free now. So it's blooggin' time. ^-^ (I should update more if not wei ting/ sister 4 complain again.)

Tommorrow is finally the day for all lovers and singles (S.A.D aka Singles Awareness Day) out there. This is the second time i will be celebrating with my current boyfriend. Time goes by real fast and tml is our 1st year anniversary. I am so nervous now, probably i couldn't get to sleep tonight. The cooking plan are kind of messy, still feeling lost about what should i cook for him. But to me sincerity counts. When someone cooks for you, make sure you finish it up or the cooking party would be upset.

So it's not much of a thing whether what should i cook. Cooking together is then the best part of all. It bonds up the relationship and i really want to try to whip up something together with him. It's much more fun than cooking alone for him or her. But ultimately, what should i cook then?
Gosh~I am in a dilemma. -_- I guess simplicity would be the best! Too complicating recipe will only make my brain racked. No good i guess. No too fancy food then.

How great to have my darling all by myself for tommorrow, hopefully nothing will crop up tml. I am so bored bored bored. Think i better go find some activities to do to kill time... While the boringness is killing me, i miss my sisters dearly. Gals i really miss you all, it have been such a long time since i last saw you gals. Sob, REMEMBER TO MEET UP ON 21st K? AFTER OUR LAST PAPER. We should meet up.

I am done for today's post. Update real soon after Valentine's Day. See ya. ^-^

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!

2008-02-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS~

Wow! Today it's already chu si (4th day of the lunar new year) ler.
Today my darling come to my house to bai nian with my family.
Hee~ Kinda eager and nervous upon waiting for him to arrive.

So happy when he arrived, my aunt was so cute, she keep commenting that my boyfriend was how tall and how tall since i am already kinda tall to her. haha..
I feel happy, cause somehow my boyfriend was being accepted by my family. ^-^

Then, my grandma was so chicky. oops i meant cheeky, she told yuhang to marry me so that she can get to see her great grandchild. How embarassing~! (While my aunt and my other family members kept teasing us in the background.) ~_~

To: My Dear Darling,

I hope that you are feeling comfortable during the time in my house. Today is really a happy day for me though there are some confrontations that made me feel guilty and embarassed. I was really surprised that we didn't broke up (cause i am a badie) and you hold it down till today. And another suprised thing is that you were no longer angry with me while asking me. No worries, i not going to play with your tolerance even though you are such a good boyfriend. Somehow, i am really happy that the burdens i was forever holding it in my heart is now released. I thank you for it and your nearly bottomless tolerance for me. You always glupped down whatever pain i have caused to you. You are such a great boyfriend i ever had. So i not gonna let you get away though u told me that you do not plan to do that.

Anyway, i felt that today's encounter have made us grew more closer and the understanding is more clearer between us. (at least it does to me.) It brought me to a new level towards your thinking and feeling. I am still trying my best to know much more things about you and finding a way to gain back your trust for me just like what you did in the past before. Always feel so secured in me. Hopefully we can achieved a good relationship that people envy for in the future. Hehe ^-^

So, this is the first post that i have mention about you. I am glad that i can talk about you since you didn't opposed to the idea of mentioning you in my blog. Yea~ So next time i can talk more freely then ever! So stay tuned if i happened to mention you again in my future post. Wahaha >o<~

[END] oh ya, i leave the word's color untouched for your convienence upon reading my post ^^

Wow! what a wordy post today. Been thinking a lot today. Readers, if you got a good partner, please do not abuse them regardless whether it is mentally or physically. Treat them well, for sure they will repay you back in the same way.. looking forward to Valentine's day! It's getting so near now.. Just a few more days to go. And then, IT'S EXAM TIME!!!! Oh dear i gotta go bonkers. I pray hard that i can get this over sweetly and quickly. Hee.

K la readers, i will update more k? I TRY not to be so lazy and continue to post and post and post and post. Haha.

That's it for today and i shall stop now. Time to sleep.

tingting
THE OWL BLOGGER.
yawns. -_-

RANDOM

2008-02-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

(Delicated to my lovely ladies and my readers)

Good early morning, wow kinda slpy now. (2a.m)

Again i apologised for not being able to update my blog due to lazyness. =X

Time really goes by so fast, and now it's already feburary. Gee~! next week is already lunar new year. Hmm, this year probably not much place to visit, so it is = to lesser money. Aww give pls be kind and give me ang baos.. wahaha >.<

Oh dear, semestral exams is coming real soon and i am glad that i didn't get debarred (one of my nursing modules) It's all thanks to my mentor!! She is so kind to keep trying to help me appeal and appeal to the director. phew =_=

As for my sisters, i am really happy to go K BOX with you all though i sing only a small part only. BUT i am really trying my best. Hehe. Here are the fotos. Pardon for the unclear photos ^^

Here is Sister 1, chubby~! playing with Sister 2 jac's bag. haa act cute.. oops =X

Here i present Sister 1 chubby and Sister 2 jac. Haa pose until so happy. See the 2 of them are so lovely wor. Hehe.

Next are the Sister 2 jac and Sister 4 wei ting. (Don't believe wei ting, her fingers gave the wrong information, it should be 4 !)

Again, Sister 1 chubby took a loner shot, but he is happy.. Finally, he let let go of jac's bag. Oops again. =X whahaha. what a happy night ^-^

Ah~! this is me. Sister 3! oops.. not clear, awful picture. ~_~ never mind , anyway.

Sister 2, 4, 3. Wei ting loves singing so much that even when we took photos together, she doesn't let go of her microphone and stop singing.. Hey next time concentrate k?

Happy sister 3 took zhi lian photos rather than singing. hee.

Finally proper photo of sister 2, 4, 3. At least jac was focusing on the camera and not singing. So i forgive u la~. Hee. Aiya where is our Sister 1? Guilty guilty. haa. next time we suree include you.

Oh by the way our sister no. 1, 2, 3 and 4 is catergorized by age and birthdays. So chubby is the oldest and wei ting is the youngest of us all.

That all for this post. want to sleep liao. Thanks for reading and i do hope you ppl will look out for my new updates again. See ya and

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

back~ stressed

2007-12-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

hi readers~!

i apologised for not blogging for ages till now.
many many thing have happened to me that really stressed me out.
problems that stress me mentally.
but for now i am fine..
however these 2 weeks is really busy for me!! so many tons of project work to do and tests coming after me. sob.. i thought i was gonna die from all these.. haha..

so during my freetime i always will play my psp.. i am so glad that i brought it, if not i will boored to death!!

so now currently i am playing monster hunter 2. i love this game!! it was so challenging! but sometimes it really pissed me off hehe.. so ppl share some tips and info with me alrights ^^

another game i playing is DJ MAX. thou it was an old game but it was cool to be able to master the songs and stuffs.. kinda satisfied and budi, no wories you can reach my standard soon enough.
ur monster hunter's skills also not bad. always can clear de. thou some are so irritating.. hee..

man hope i do well for my jap oral test. well at least a pass. oh god please bless me.. hope i wun forget my hiragana and katagana words..

opps.. gotta sleep already. it's already 1.30 am

tata~

What is going on?

2007-10-25T12:25:00.000+08:00

good morning readers,

I am now totally blurred and lost. Ever since school have just started, problems keep coming after me. I am dragged. Many waves after one another. Maybe i am just unlucky, damn unlucky. Firstly of my enrolment stuffs, my name is not there and i need to took the trouble to find whather people to help me. Then i got problems with teachers, have to make-up lesson, my project group is at total lost and messy. I don't know what my leader and the rest wanted to do...

And now there's a argument in between my family group, i do feel things are falling but i hope they can say things out. I really do not wish to see things turn ugly and i hope i can get out of this "commotions" asap. I personally do not like to find trouble or whatever, when comes to trivial matters, if it have been cleared i wouldn't want to pursue it anymore. Afterall it may just be an misunderstanding.

So i am back to square 1. lost. and people i am sorry for my bad memories, didn't mean it cause to me it is not important, even though it just took place recently.

I am so depressed of all the confrontations and stuffs.. it's difficult for me.. so i just have to tell what is true as POSSIBLE and stand on a neutral side if can.. man this is really messy..

guess i will stop for now. my blog have stained it's colour. even thou i trying hard to only post about happy stuffs but i guess life is no happy thing at all.

may god bless my soul.

WHAT THE HACK IS THAT?!!

2007-10-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

HEY WHAT THE HECK IS THAT!!!! ASKING ME TO STAY BACK TO DO PROJECT ON MY BIRTHDAY?! THAT IS INSANE!!!!! DAMN YOU.. I HATE YOU (S...S...) RIDICULOUS.
I KNOW YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOUR GRADES AND WHAT ABOUT ME? DAMN YOU AND YOUR WHATEVER "NO EXCUSE" ATTITUDE.. CURSES..
SO PISSED OFF THAT I WANTED TO EXPLODE..

SORRY READERS I AM TRYING TO VENT MY ANGER OFF... I JUST REALLY HACK CARE.. THERE'S NO WAY I WANT TO DO PROJECT IN SCH WHILE MY FRIENDS AND LOVE ONES ARE WAITING TO CELEBRATE MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!! CRAZY ASSHOLE!!! WASTE MY BLOODY TIME.. CAN'T EVEN SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME.. NO BRAIN!!!!

a trip to batam (part 2)

2007-10-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

good morning readers~!

oops i am here at home blogging while people are still studying (1st day of school)..

feeling kinda weird so decided not to go and rest at home since there are only an 2 hrs lecture. nvm about the attandance.. wahahaha.. >o<~

alright, since i got plenty of spare time guess i will continue my batam topic..

still, pictures say it all..

Crabs~! my favourite.. yum yum.. couldn't really see the crabs.. the water were so dirty. :(

more types of shells !!! but i didn't eat this.. feels weird.. not daring to try it out.. wahaha..

guess what the heck is it? haha.. it's a pool full of live prawns.. doesn't seems like it huh.. the water is so muddy!

so the next day i went shopping~! when i was about to go into the mall, i notice there is a very gigantic A&W resturant!!! no la not that big.. BUT! 3 storeys high.. i was damn damn excited.! >_<~ immediately i rushed in and take a look. the picture below was part of the A&W. i curled up in one corner.. and there was no one to disturb me .. hurray.!

it was raining outside.. the feeling was sooo peaceful and nice~!

feeling tempted? wahaha.. >o<~ yum yum. haven't eaten it for YEARS!!

that's all for the batam trip i wanted to share.. thanks for reading..

tata~

a trip to batam (part1)

2007-10-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

good afternoon readers..

welcome to my blog again..

greatly appreciated it ^-^ oh ya i apologised for the late arrival of updating my blog. hee..

kinda lazy to type so much everytime..

but what's new recently then..?

if you ask me, i got something new to talk about in this post.. worry not.

alright..

guess you would have known what i was going to talk about through the understanding of my title..

sunday i went to batam~!

and i took tons of pics of myself..

i was so displeased of how i looked cause i didn't put any makeup.

this is due to my mum nagging that if you put makeup, the checkpoint personnel will try to tease you and delay your time to get out of the place or whatever. this is enforced by my cousin's experiences.. LOL

i got it a little but nothing much.. thanks god..

and guess what.? on the way to my hotel place, it kept raining VERY heavily suddenly..

i was so afraid.. what an unlucky day i told myself. beside the road i saw the hills (little rocks and mud was falllllling!) scare the hell out of me..!

the thunder was damn loud too.. and the car's engine nearly die on us..

because everywhere was flooding in a crazy way.. batam have really small or no drainage to drain the rainwater out.. not like singapore.. drains are spotted everywhere..

after the rain start to subside, i notice that the landscape was so uneven.. there were pits full of houses and hills occupied by many houses too.. some settlements were so crampy and some were not.. scattered quite far apart.. kinda interesting to see the differences between singapore and batam..

i always tought that batam place was quite poor and rural but i was half right and half wrong.

there are many village place while in other parts are quite urban.. and one thing is that if you don't know the place well you gonna miss yourself there.. it was like a maze! there is little signboards of where exactly are you.. guess that i took singapore signboards for granted.. wahaha..

wow i realised this posting was so wordy~ sorry for that.. but i have so many to tell during this trip.. it widened my "eyes" ^-^

guess pictures will tell it all.. so it's pictures time.

this is my hotel room. (part of it) troublesome to take the whole thing. it was quite comfortable.

this is the no makeup me. kinda not used to it.. hohoho..

oh i love this place..so rural.. er.. no i mean so serene. this is part of the seafood resturant that is just on top of the sea or swamp? o.O..(?)

shells and mussel~! it was no cheap.. the pricing was around singapore price.. boo..

rest to be updated soon..sorry about that.

yeah! finally i have rebond my hair..

2007-09-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

hi readers~

thanks for viewing my blog again.

so today i gonna talk about my new hair. >_<

just rebonded! my hair is back to life again.. wahaha..

hmm.. but i still do miss my old hair.. can make messy messy larss,

make it curl or whatever..

now cannot liao.. sadded.. haha.. never mind. new hair new life.

start all over again ^-^

been a few day since i just rebonded my hair.. currently still quite satisfied with my hair.

but i wonder why people say i look younger now with this current hair style..

oh no! i getting old..

so here are the new fotos (^-^)v

mememememememe~

when i didn't smile, my friends said that i look fierce.. hoho..

emo de me..

i love this photo the most.. >_<~

lazy to blog any futher.. see ya people ^-^

attachment ended~

2007-09-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

Alright~! attachment have have finally ended!!!

hi fellow readers.

finally i have sometime to blog up again.

devilish attachment have ended! at last i can rest now..
BUT! my sis kept forcing me to go wrk with her.

oh no.. my holidays (T_T)

what to do leh.. i really not keen to work now.. but rather go train keep my body healthy.

i am so unlucky. only rested for 2 days and i am going to be busy again.

then how about my trip to indonesia~!

argh.. guess it's a no-no to me.. sob.. i am so sad..

oh ya i am terrible sorry for the last posting..

yea.. something happened. (sorry again for not disclosing here)

and guess today since i have the free time guess i will continue from here.

ah think i stopped here. tada~ we cheers with strawberries. LOL jac, ur face seems soo.. hmm, fill with satisfaction.. wakaka.. >_<~

yummy~ strawberries dip.. now i see the photos, my saliver is dripping again.. hohoho..

Jac de cookie choco boy.. [ting: LOL how can she think of that?] guess she will tell me[ jac: of cause! i am a art student mah! ] hoho.

wah too full ler.. cannot breathe! haha.. rest awhile ^-^

finally done for the night~ see ya people.. ^-^

monday~ (recollected memories)

2007-08-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

hi fellow readers~!

it has been such a long time since i blog..

oops guess that i am starting to feel lazy again hoho..

ok so now time to update what is happening on Monday~!

so Monday is the start of my hospital attachment in Alexandra Hospital!

the first day was like.. eh what to do ah? not like this meh..? oh shit..

kinda blur of what's is going on.. and finally after 4 i went and meet jac!

that's the part i wan to talk about most.. hoho..

i took me damn long for me to travel from queenstown to bishan.. gosh the journey was killing me!

so i reach bishan and waited for jac and go eat what ah? oh pepper lunch.. and i saw aaron loh working there.. haha..

after eating.. we went shopping of cause! my legs hurts but gone when i saw jac.. wahaha

aha.. this is the time jac keep asking me to take foto with her in this ugly attire and messy hair..!i have no choice but to submit to her.. sobb!! nvm it was great the pic.. i forgive you.. muahaha.

after that we walk to mini toons.. jac ah you so cute loh.. like a kid choosing bath towel (jac it's that a towel. gosh. what's that?) happily.. LOL. love the sunshine girl <33>

After staying in bishan for awhile then we starting to get bored liao. before going we were tempted by the fondue in hagen daaz (not available in bishan). so we go AMK hub and eat couple fondue *anderson's. the lady above is preparing for us our fondue~!

tada~! our fondue is ready. looks yummy

rest to be updated soon.. something major happened.. really no mood to blog