I am on a rollercoaster ride! =X

Hey is this blog getting weirder???
I totally couldn't find the icons to change my font color and type.
How sad.

As what you can see about today's title,
Yeah.
I am on a rollercoaster ride.
Seriously my feelings are going up and down and up and down and so on very quickly.

Wow!
I am damn exhausted!

I feel so crazy,
how can I feel so happy and yet by the next minute I can feel damn gloomy and then extremely happy again? =X
But yesterday was truly a happy and sad day for me.

I PASSED MY SKILL TEST!!!
I got CVP Monitoring.
The easiest skill compared to the other 2 skills.
Congratulations to those who had passed this final skill test.
Great!
I feel so relaxed now.
No more re-test. =]

And regarding the sad thing...

I... feel so heavy again.
I can only let out a sigh.
I am getting messy again..
I always felt assured.
But the next day it was back to the old gloomy days again.
Am I having a dream?
A delusion?
Or I am just cheating myself again?

Yeah you peeps may just think that I am thinking too much and emo-ing again.
I guess but yeah.
I must not assume.

But neither should I find excuses to cover the blunt spot.
Hmm.
Maybe I shouldn't care so much about it after all.
I will just be myself.
Or else I will be suffocated to death by many things sooner or later.

Ok good..
Nothing can beat me.
I am all good =]
Yes.
After all,
this is what I have decided to do.
So I must carry on and walk down the path.
Jia you Liting.
I can tolerate it.
Persevere it.

I will update again.
See you.