It's a weekend!

Oh finally it's friday!
So 5 days of school days are already over.
Time really doesn't wait for anyone. =[
Year 3 is really a busy and a hectic year for me.
I wonder whether is it coincidence,
or unlucky for me that everytime when the year is important for me,
I get a shock of my life.
The previous time is Secondary 5,
while I was taking my 'O' levels.
Horrible horrible.
Such crucial time.
It happened again.

But well ,
that makes me grow up,
whether is it about the mistakes or experiences,
I take it all seriously and kept it in my mind and heart.

After the broke up,
I really do some serious thinking about our relationship,
my studies, my friends.
This really made me think hard.
Something is really wrong with me,
That I would actually get this the SECOND time.
Be it Karma or other things.
My mind seems to be clearer,
upon my actions.
This broke up lesson really cost me too much.
I have lost and gained something along the way.

I became more tactical towards things that I need to handle.

Even though it only happened a few days ago,
but I felt that was so long ago.
I have learnt so much.
I would like to thank you instead.

Thank you.

Think differently and the answers can turned out to be so much different.
Amazing.
Simplifed matters can be complicated,
while complicated matters can be just so.. simple.

Even though I would say let Nature take it's course,
but you still need a little effort to make things happen.
Somehow I became someone that thinks of taking one step at a time and
somehow he became me.
We switched.

How strange,
But people just keep changing.
I should have known.
All the while there are so many hintings that are already warning me,
I am blind afterall.
LOL.

I really don't know how things will turned out to be.
Only God knows.

For now I am seriously doing some reflections..
Trying to kill all the brain cells and squeezing all my brain juice.
If he don't appreciate me,
so be it.

Time will tell.
I believe.
How determined I am.
I will prove you dead wrong.